wow this is sad

so this has to be the most unread blog in the history of blogs, i could be like im bulimic, have sex like a hooker in Vegas and have had 8 miscarriages along w/ 2 kids that no one nos about and still no one would no......i should probably just delete it. oh well i guess i will just take up not only physical space but virtual space yay -_-

:P

my friends suck

Get up people, stand up with me!

may i just start w/ i love pandora and my new skull candys!!!!!! ok so i no i havent wrote in awhile but theres been nothing to write bout... i might be going shopping w/ heather tomorrow and hopefully i can get some money from my dad but idk how thats gonna go b/c were kinda not talking b/c he was being a douche bag and ignoring me for no reason so we'll see next week school starts, i start babysitting again and i gave an emotion break down :) doesnt that sound fun? i could say anything on this and no one would no b/c no one ever reads so u no w/e well im gonna go bac to looking for crap to do online
night night,
jenna

how to inturpret...

so i havent "wrote" anything in a long time b/c well i dont really no tonight isnt a good night its been a blah day but last night was so fun w/ heather im glad shes there for me other wise i would...well it wouldnt be good...i love how music can calm ur soul or make u want to go out and do something daring that u would never do b4...i wish i had the courage to talk to a guy bout how i feel bout him w/ out getting the reddest face in the world...iv been using alot of "..." but thats just how i feel; incomplete and like everything starts but theres no end i hope tomorrow is better...next week will be fun thank god i need something to do to take my mind off of things...
...,
jenna

11:11 I promise to never doubt u

So on 11:11 Thursday I wish that I could talk to mike soon and at 11:12 gues who got on that's right mike!!!!!! I was so happy I missed him so much and I'm glad he's okish now but that does nit change the fact that I want to c him. Well I'm going to go hang out with heather some more and be bored and zone out YAY!!!!

i dont care anymore...

i dont care anymore...
i dont need u anymore...
i dont need the pain u cause anymore...
i dont need the tears i shed anymore...
i dont care anymore...

to: 3 weak guys

from: 1 strong girl

really wtf....

ok so my friend mike got on and stuff and talked to my bff and she nos what happened to him and stuff but i dont and i cant find out from her b/c shes on vacation and im grounded from texting so im screwed and i cant talk to him b/c my internet has been dead for like 3 days and when i finally get on hes not so im like wtf!?!?!?!?!? (note the title) ugh i hate life some times but on a brighter note i got my permit and my hair done and its really cute and im getting my belly button pierced soon :D cant wait

HOBOS!

so iv talked bout love love and more love lol ugh so im going to talk bout hobos yes thats right HOBOS! they r awsome even though i would hate to be one(if i was though i would totally make an amazing cardboard castle and be the queen hobo w/ heather as my minion:D) anyways people who say that they just need to get a job and blah blah blah dont no what they have gone through. yes some did just give up and think that they can just mooch but others really do try but just dont have the resources so SHUT UP! im babysitting so i have to go bye bye :D

Missing pieces

Today my missing pieces are Mike, Isaac, and Bella god it's horrible ugh well I'm off to watch 500 days of summer and think bout my missing pieces........

i miss him

omg i miss mike so much it hurts i wish he would get online just to tell me hes ok im worried about him and i dont no how much longer ill be able to stay calm bout this UGH i miss him!!!!!!!!!!
kill me now utah,
jenna

hehe :|

grr i need money i wish i could baby sit more ugh well looks like my dads not getting a fucking job any time soon b/c the world hates us so u no w/e we dont need things like clothes and shoes and gas money or rent or car payment or money for me to do something i love like hmm idk ballet god life fucking sux i just wanna go to michigan and die......w/e this is a depressing post so im going to bed if my mind would shut up.......
sing me to death.....
jenna

wow

i felt so hungover today so i slept it off lol and now im still tired as hell! wow my b-day was awsome lol i was so glad to c my friends we were such little kids it was great well im uber tired and i think i might die so im going to bed (:
love,'
jenna

sitting here missing him

so im sitting here having fun talking bout what teen age girls talk bout lol but i cant get him off my mind....had such a fun time today thank u everyone

YAY!!!!!

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! im so happy im now 15 voot voot cant wait till my party its going to be amazing!
night night,
jenna

......

this blog is annoying i posted something today and it said i posted it yesterday ugh w/e

Gego, ruining ur minds one episode at a time!

so gego is my best friend devin and i new reality tv show! its going to be awsome lmao hes so great i miss him so much but i will see him soon (: my little boy is growing up so fast just the other day he sneaked out and made out w/ the person he likes and got caught by his parents and grounded im so proud of him lol so today was pretty good i found out that im baby sitting tomorrow so ill have money for tubes for my party and some cups and plates and maybe some money to get in maybe but if i can get my parents to pay for it then im getting party favors for my friends lol b/c i love them ever so dearly :D the person i cant wait to c the most would have to be becca or aubri but if dani can come im going to be SOOOOOOOOOOOO happy like u dont even no :D god im so glad im typing now it takes my mind off things and i can get it all out and only people i love read it (heather) well im going to go bac to talking to her lol
off to make peace w/ the sandman,
Jenna

yay!

ok so i found out that i didnt fail at typing everyday! yay! and if i want to keep it up i have to post this in 5 mins so its gonna be a short one but i will continue on another one but it will be for tomorrow :D

you are the chesse to my macaroni

i want to talk to mike sooooooooo bad its killing me what i would give just to no hes ok ): but i did get to talk to one guy i love today and it was awsome he said we should watch pirate radio together and was like YES! YES! YES! PLEZZZZZZZZZZZ I WANT YOU!!!! (in my head of course) im really hopping that happens :D i got to drive today for the first time it was awsome and i didnt hit anything i cant wait till my b-day 1: i get to c old friends 2: i get to be at a water park on a 95 degree day 3: i get my permit 4: i get to get my belly button pierced 5: i get presents and cards and money :D
i think those r 5 amazing reasons to want wednesday here!
well im going to go find something to do b/c im really AHH so ta ta for now!
love,
Jenna

a different bob.....

yes i did mean bob........so i already failed at writing everyday so i give up lol ok so i no iv been writing bout a diff guy everyday but this one guy makes me fall in love w/ him every time we talk and normally thats every night but hes mia and idk bout the ia but i miss him like crazy and when i get to talk to him again im going to tell him that i never want him to leave and that i NEED to c him and that i love him...... ugh well thats enough for tonight
night night,
jenna

pineapple flip-flops :D

so im going to try to write every day...we'll c how long this last lol Jake has been on my mind way to much and i cant wait till school starts so i can just c him again ugh its so horrible how much i love this kid.........................................well im now a facebook freak i play petville and cafe world how sad right?!?!?!?!?! so i have a baby sitting job every week and i get about 30 dollars a week so ill be able to buy my new skull candys :D and some nice clothes and what not for myself w/ out begging my dad for money even though i could get some lol i cant wait till tomorrow for a much needed shopping day w/ my best friend heather yay cant wait!

well im going to bed more tomorrow,
Jenna <3

u pick

well heather ur going to kill me for this but......i miss my x bf sooooooooo much its not funny and it doesnt help that he always talks to me so im reminded of him grrr......i dont even have to say his name heather just nos lol sorry its so random but i had to get it out b4 i exploded.......i shouldnt love him b/c hes a jerk and made me cry a few to many times but i love him.......

Family Guy is my hero, air conditioning is god and facebook is now my crack

Family Guy is the best thing EVER and ruins innocent minds everywhere:D i wish i could say that im sad bout that but im only feeling joy. I'm not sure if that means im evil or have good humor :D it gets so hot in utah like you feel like ur 5 inches from the sun grrr so having a.c. helps ALOT! last night my a.c. was on for like 2 hours straight i was so cold that i was in pj pants a sweat shirt and some socks for bed and i used a comforter lol it was insanely AWSOME! i use to think facebook was for a bunch of gay whores but now im one of those gay whores lol and i get every boy friend i have that doesnt have one yet get one im like a missionary for facebook....i wonder if u could start a facebook religion....? prob shouldnt but u no lol so my question for u is: is addiction still a real addiction if its facebook? if so im SCREWED!

this has nothing to do with the title but i watched "Dan in real life" today and it was not that good at all but i was texting my friends through the whole thing and getting yelled at by my dad so it made it all that much better. peace for now :D

Hello world!

Hi! This is my first blog, I made one b/c 2 of my bestest friends have one so i thought i would do it too........also i have issues i need to get out b/c I'm an emotional oil spill.:D I'm going to try to type something everyday but we'll see lol. my grammar may be good-ish in this one but it will only go down hill from here and i mean down hill FAST! well idk what else to type for this so i guess its bye for now! :D